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tuesday,150507
woohoo!
i've got a gan korkor back.
he's the same person. name ching huat.
hahas. i've disowned him due to some matters.
i think he has not cheered up.
he miss her. hahas.
sharon called me and told me that he cried in class.
she can't call him because she's with a group of friends and she asked me to call.
i called him and he's indeed crying.
oh my! had difficulty in hearing what is he talking.
and finally he stopped crying. haas.
can hear him better already.
asked him why he cry and he cried over a lame reason
which is his inbox is full so got to delete the messages,
he read and delete at the same time and he cried!
sharon and i was like.... LAME!! hahas!
wednesday,160507
didn't went to school today.
sleep till 1.30 then wake up.
and here i am using the computer and watching my shows.
going to stop here. (: |
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| GRACE ♥ 2:22 PM |
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am i regretting? for disown-ing you..
did i make the right decision of disown-ing you??
you have hide everything in your heart since i've disown-ed you...
why are you like that??
why everybody treats me like this???
WHY?!?!
after talking to you yesterday, i've found out that you've changed alot.
change into a 'happy' person..
what can i do??
i'm truly confused...
am i right or am i wrong??
when can ching huat wake up?
i don't want him to live with a mask on.
i don't want him to be like me.
his girlfriend always make him cry, sad or maybe angry.
all i did was to be there for him..
and now... he doesn't share his problems with people who he knows.
i got to force him to say out yesterday which i don't want.
but i've got no choice.
to me, saying out is better than keeping it in the heart..
because keep in the heart, will make you feel more worse.
because you'll tend to think of it again.
by sharing, friends will give their advices.
i really got nothing to say.
maybe i'm the cause of what's happening to him.
both of us have been living with a mask on.
when can we take out??
or rather when can you take out yours??
mine have been sticked there for months and it can't be taken out.
i've been acting happy after the disown.
but what can i do??
i got to do what i've said.
actions speak louder than words.
i've stopped myself from crying and knowing what is pain..
but why can't i do it?
i really feel that i'm a failure.
i don't know should i regret from the day i disown you..
it's really hurtful and painful..
no longer the girl that people knew..
the old her has die...
she has left the world...
all i can say is sorry.
all i can do is to listen to you saying your problems.
don't be afraid to speak up. (: |
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| GRACE ♥ 9:17 PM |
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today's paper is alright. hope that i would pass the exam.
slack in the canteen together with xiang xiang, jiaen, pauline, jinhui, guanshen and pohkeong.
laugh non-stop as they kept talking crap.
currently doing nothing. later will be talking on the phone. (:
one test of mine. hmmmm... try it out. hees!
the test is stupid and lame!
Create your own Friend Test here |
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| GRACE ♥ 8:26 PM |
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